The Fence of Emmanuel Senior
by SAMUEL VILLA
They built a fence where Emmanuel Senior jumped
off the Damen bridge.
It’s three feet wide.
The bridge is three-thousand feet long.
They made it just as tall as him too—five feet,
six inches.
It stands perfectly rectangular, like a metal frame
for a painting that isn’t there anymore.
Strangers stop by it every now and then, clutching
the wire mesh and stuffing paper into the holes
as traffic whizzes by. Maybe with enough crumpled wads
his heart will reappear.
Except the wind pushes it all out
when no one is looking.
Did the wind push Emmanuel?
Or did it try to pull him back
on the bridge, only to lose its balance too?
I don’t know. I think that might be
the wrong question, and
wrong questions get answers
with holes in them.
The answer to Emmanuel’s leap
has a hundred and eighty-seven holes in it;
I’ve watched the sun set
through each one of them.
Tomorrow morning, nine-hundred
and ninety-nine of us will hold hands
along either side of Emmanuel’s fence
and jump together,
so that when they build
our fences
you can count how
many different holes
you can watch the sunset through.
Or if you’re lucky,
they’ll have built a net.
Samuel Villa (he/him) is a Mexican-American Chicago native who recently completed his undergraduate degree at the University of Utah studying film and writing. Samuel’s debut work and short-story, “The Sinkling’s Unrest”, was published at the beginning of 2025 with All Existing Magazine. His poem, “The Smuggler”, was also featured in the Latinx magazine, The Acentos Review. He currently resides in Chicago’s West Lawn area where he and his wife eat too much pizza and spoil two (adorable) kittens.