When I Left Sleeping Village
by ANDREW HERTZBERG
When I left Sleeping Village
All I could think about
Was how slowly
Everyone read their poems
And how fast
I wanted to read
Or to talk, or to ride my bike
Down Milwaukee Ave
Which is finally paved
And it always seems
That they pave the streets
When I stop spending rent
In that zip code
And I swear at drivers
When they veer into the oncoming lane
Who almost disintegrate me
Like I’m a drywall dust-moth
And then I’m at the CVS
On Chicago and Western
I see the store manager
She argues (calmy, somehow) with a group of people
And one of them tries to show his ID
Which is on his phone
And I think about the bartender at SV
Who went to Brazil recently
And I’m finally almost done with
This short story collection
By Clarice Lispector
And still hardly know her
Anthony Madrid
Might not like this poem
But I’m sorry: Seeing poets
Makes me want to write poetry
And I shouldn’t apologize
That’s what all the blogs say
That is the way
To get ahead in this life
And the first song that comes on
My new wave playlist
Is “Everybody Wants to Rule the World”
By Tears for Fears
And I always used to sing that song at Alice’s
Even though it isn’t called Alice’s
But everyone knew it as Alice’s
So we called it Alice’s
And I’ve lived a thousand lives in this city
And a thousand more every day
A thousand miles
And a thousand more
And I still don’t know
Is it the Son and Heir
Or is it the Sun and Air
It’s not for me to know
And the cat walks onto my lap
Feels the warmth of my blood
After biking four miles home avoiding cars
Their hazard lights that proclaim: “I’m a hazard”
And seeing all the new
Protected bike lanes
That don’t really matter
Because hazards park there anyway
And I wonder:
What are they protecting me from?
Andrew Hertzberg is a reader and writer living and alive in Chicago. He is the author of Defenestration Day (2019, Parafine Press). He self-published the short story and poetry collection The Sins of Reality/What Should I Be Doing With My Hands? in 2018. His work has been featured in Belt Publishing’s Rust Belt Chicago: An Anthology, Motley Magazine, Post-Trash, Moonglasses Magazine, Since I Left You, Third Coast Review, Cheat River Review, and elsewhere. Learn more about Andrew by visiting his website.